All Alone

I need a solid support system. But I cannot tell anyone exactly what is going on.

I am irritable.

I am on edge.

I am alienating my friends.

 Twice this week I was told "My God! You've lost a lot of weight"

I do not believe them. "You look great!".  I am fat. Everyone seems to be noticing a difference.

Everyone except Me

and Ana.

  I feel so isolated.

           so alone.

I need someone who understands. Someone like me.

 The secrecy is getting to much.

I just want to be thinner tomorrow than i am today.

                           Happier tomorrow.