Speechless

I think I've just lost my best friend. I am not even sure If I was ever his best friend anymore. I have never wanted to be back in Halifax more, under my huge duvet where I can hide and be safe from the whole wide world and everyone in it. I am so hurt.  Am I part of some elaborate lie spanning years? Did you pretend to be my friend for so long just to get into my pants? I am so confused because I genuinely thought you liked me and enjoyed my company.